they say, that when facing Hell, it brings the best out of everyone.
and how true it can be.

only when faced with deadlines then we start working harder
only when faced with examinations that we actually sit down and study

when there is no one pushing us, we idle
we take time for granted
thinking there is always a tomorrow
i'm sure we're all familar with "I'll do it tomorrow"

life has been complicated
at times a bitch
many complications
and someone really close to me not in the best conditions
and i can't do anything
i don't even want to think about it
because it hurts just thinking about how weak she is right now