its been awhile hasn't it.
a lot has happened this year.
some good, some not that good.

things are going fine with my studies.
though i stumbled over one of the modules.
it affected me quite a bit.
it even made me wonder whether i'm cut out for this line of work.
lost all mood to continue studying for that period of time.
but i guess the reason why we fall is so that we could pick ourselves up.

camp life is getting routine and it just irritates the hell out of you.
just imagine doing the same thing over and over again.
if i wasn't studying part-time, i think my brain would be dead.
i think my irritation also comes from the fact that it takes time away from my studies.

but with every dark cloud or clouds, there is always a sliver lining.
i've passed my driving test and now am a junior driver.
i get to drive my dad's car occasionally, but i can't drive on my own just yet.
at first i thought my parents had no trust in me and that too irritated me.
its like i passed the test in the 1st attempt.
i thought it shows that i am a good enough driver.
but i guess my parents just want me to be orientated with road conditions first.

life's good and i should just take a step back and realise how fortunate i am.