no courage to say what i want to say
avoiding it doesn't make me feel any better

studies ain't going too well either
just can't seem to get the focus required

camp is dull
nothing interesting anymore

just passing the time
waiting for new stuff to do

i just feel so empty
i pled for someone to save me

there is something i want to say.
there is something i need to say.

but i'm afraid i might lose it if i do.

what if i'm happy with what i've got at the moment.
content on what is.

but what if i'd regret if i don't.
would that be worst?

its something i have to choose.