lost.
that is how i feel most of the time nowadays.
i've got friends that remind me of all the things i have.
but this feeling of being lost overwhelms everything.

its the chinese new year.
a period of time where one would have family reunions, relatives/friends visits.
a period of time where one would be with those he/she loves.
but this period just isn't for me.

i didn't feel comfortable at all.
whats the point of having everything when you don't have anyone to share it with as they say.

i just don't have the same drive anymore.
i used to know what i want.
now i just don't know what to do.
where to go.

once ns is over.
so will my studies hopefully.
then what?
work?

its always easier said than done.