9/1/2007
thats the date i enlist
i passed my napfa so i won't need to go through the basic physical training
so 4 weeks off
had some trouble in getting with the new enlistment date as they didn't receive my results till i went down personally
the guy who conducted the napfa test at toa payoh said it'll be updated automatically but they didn't get it
was quite irritated
thought i took the test too late and thus the results not being valid
but thank God that i got it now

its about 7more days to the start of my examinations
a part of me feels i'm more or less ready
however another part of me feels otherwise, and come to think of it, it's a big part

studying, i must say isn't that hard
as i do like what i'm going through now
however when i do when it a little challenging, i get this mindset of just moving on to the next topic, and before i know it, i've skipped the entire subject
take tax for example
no matter how many times i go through the theory, i still have difficulty in attempting the questions

and for the past few weeks, i haven't been enjoying my weekends all that much
its either i'm at the library studying, at home studying or at school having lessons
and in those rare occasions that i do go out, i have this guilty feeling in me and it just takes away the fun in going out

and another thing, i've not been going to the gym or playing squash
so i feel very unfit at the moment
been eating and eating and not exercising at all
i think all that training i was going through a month or so ago have gone to waste

i guess i'll know what i'll be doing after my exams